My Life As An Irish Dancer

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 00:06:03 GMT

once again, i got a new lj. my new username is...."nitro975" and thats also my sn and my email @aol.com. so add me, because i added everyone who was on my old friends list

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 04:16:37 GMT

i got a new lj. my new username is...."nitro975" and thats also my sn and my email @aol.com. so add me, because i added everyone who was on my old friends list

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 21:48:47 GMT

andrew llyod webber is seriously my hero

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 11:30:19 GMT

so i woke up a little early today, so i have a little extra time. i just wanted to say how upset i am because i dont have choralation today. i wish i had it every half day :-(

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 04:48:28 GMT

thanks kristen!!!!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:55:55 GMT

GOD......ISNT SHE A HOT BITCH!!!!! audrey i love you!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:01:34 GMT

so i woke up today and went downstairs and my dad told me to go back to bed, and i was like sweet, but at the same time i was like shit. im so happy we had no school today, but no dance tonight sucks considering i leave in less than 3 weeks. so i have no dance tonight. awesome. i slept in till 1 today. then i woke up and blew all the snow and had to shovel the driveway because the plow got a ton of snow at the bottom of it, and now my arms are sore and i have blisters on my hands. im so tired of all this. i spent so much time outside doing all that, and no one in my family thanks me for it. you know i have things to do, too, but i do this because its more important. when i have kids when i get older, im gonna be really nice to um and ill thank them alot for doing stuff like that. my mom came home from work and she didnt say anything, danny didnt say anything, and neither did caitlin even though she was on my case about the whole thing. whatever i dont even care. im going to go lay down or something because im lazy like that.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 20:34:50 GMT

You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.

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Peter Pan

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Sleeping Beauty

63%

Goofy

63%

Donald Duck

56%

Cinderella

56%

The Beast

56%

Pinocchio

44%

Ariel

44%

Snow White

44%

Cruella De Ville

25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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Mon, 28 Feb 2005 04:35:32 GMT

today was an awesome day. i woke up and went to church, which i havent done in like 3 weeks. then i came home and dan came over and we did bio and went to subway. then i had class tonight and it last for 3 1/2 hours, which is way too long for me. i just wanted to leave. it was a pretty hard class, too. but its over. this weekend was long and tiring and fun i have school tomorrow and im not gonna be home until like 745 tomorrow night because i have rehersals from after school till 730. im taking a shower and going to bed now.

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 22:18:17 GMT

that user pic was taken last night. dan and jessica are they best!!

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 05:18:40 GMT

so last night and today were so much fun. i went to my fundraiser and we made like 3400 dollars. thats so awesome. almost 600 a kid. so thats a total plus. than today i went to rehersal at 1030 and let me tell you, that was fun. then i came home and went to annie's little sister's birthday party and it was a blast. i would kill to go to that place again. then i came home, and dan and jessica came to my show tonight, then we got home at like 10 so they stayed for a little bit then dan drove jessica home, then came back and we just hung out here. then he left and i discover audrey and annie are pissed at me for stupid stuff, so w/e. im just gonna go now because im tired and i want to talk to people. i need to call rachel, too.

im so wierd

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 03:23:22 GMT

so i just got done with my outline for ms rod and i realized that i am the biggest freak i've ever met, lol. i like to write papers and i love geometry. none of my friends like that stuff and they all think im wierd, too.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 02:38:47 GMT

so i just got home from class, and my legs feel like their going to fall off. one of my dances id awesome, but the other two need work. i figured out today that i have from 9-12 classes left before i go to ireland....thats not alot of time at all. im so excited about this trip though. its going to be so much fun. i seriously cant wait for it any longer. i really need to get away, and this will be the perfect opertunity. for once im not taking a trip just for dance. were gonna be in ireland for 4 days, but then were going to amsterdam, belguim, and luxemburg for 2 days. we have all of friday to do whatever we want. i really wanna go to paris, but my dad says its too far. its only like 2 1/2 hours away, come on! lol. today was a good day. i found out i have 103.1% in geometry, so im really excited about that, i had my first dreamer's rehersal and that was fun, and class was good tonight. i didnt really talk to alot of people today, though, which is kinda sad, but i talk to them every other day. im so scared that my english grade is going to be low, because i didnt do a poster that was due, and she told us no one could turn it in late, so i didnt even bother asking if i could, because i know she would have said no. it was due tuesday, but i thought it was due wednesday, and aparently she told us, so she would have yelled at me if i asked her if i could turn it in. i think i did really good on the paper we did though, and ive done evry journal. i think im missing like 30 points. thats bad. im gonna have to get some extra credit, and keep my grades up in that class. i have a b- in bio, but thats okay because i can easily bring it up to a b. i have a b- in history too. tomorrow im going to school first and second hour, because im gonna be on the news. omg tomorrow is gonna suck so much. im gonna be in school for 2 hours, going to be on channel 7, possibly channel 4 i dont know, and then i have the fundraiser, and thats from 7-12. omg tomorrow is going to be a long day, so i need to do my homework and get some sleep. im out.

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 02:31:28 GMT

im officially pissed off right now. the fundraiser os on friday night, and rachel, sam, and jessica said they were going to come for sure and they wouldnt back out. well sam cant go because she has to do lights for the bad seed, and now jessica is going to see bad seed with dan, and rachel isnt going to want to go by herself. im so mad right now. then i try to help 3 people online, and they completely blow me off and act like im stupid. fuck them. im so pissed off right now. the whole thing makes me so mad, because im constantly there for people all the time, and when i ask them to do one thing, they completely take cant. its like they completely take advantage of me. so im not going to be there for anyone anymore, unless i know that you are a true friend of mine. im going to read then going to bed.

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 22:53:10 GMT

im so depressed right now its not even funny. i seriously dont even want to go to school ever again and i never want to see any of my friends again. actually i do, but just not right now. today was such a bad day. i feel like im losing all my friends. look...i want who has me on their friend's list to answer me honestly, because i really want to know. dont try to make me feel better, just please be honest. on a scale from 1-10, 1 being hating me and 10 being loving me like im their best friend ever and couldnt live without me, i want pople to comment and tell me what i am on the scale in their opinion. i dont care if you say im a 1 or a 10....i just want to know how people think of me right now, because im really tempted to change myself, but i dont know how other people will think of it. your not gonna hurt me if you give me a low score i just really NEED to know. PLEASE BE HONEST!!!!!

so today was fun

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 03:41:04 GMT

so today was fun. jessica, dan, brittney, and matt came over and we went sledding, although it was alot more snowball fighting than sledding, but it was still fun. then we came back and we watched "saw" and i mean, it was okay. but the whole day over all was alot better then i thought it was gonna be last night. but the only bad thing is is that now i have an english project to do tomorrow, a biology study guide, all the other homework i get, rehersal after school, and dance. wow tomorrows gonna be fun.

i feel so guilty about what i did, and i honestly think that was eating away at me for so long, and im finally letting out how i feel about it. thats now how i want my life to be, so its not gonna be like that. this is my life and im living it the way i want. im going to bed and praying. cya.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 02:51:14 GMT

i dont know whats wrong with me. i wanted to go to dan's tonight, but my mom said no and could see where she was coming from, but i just cant stop crying and i dont even know why. ive been breaking down non-stop for the past 2 hours. i dont know whats wrong with me. i think the whole thing is jelousy. its making me take all my frustraions out on people i dont mean to hurt. i completely yelled at my mom tonight after she was saying how she was gonna make it up to me since i couldnt go to his house. i yelled at her so much and she doesnt need that. i feel like such an ass right now. i seriously think i should go get checked because my mood swings have been so off lately and i just dont feel like im the same person anymore. i feel so guilty and really jelous right now. i dont know what to do with myself and i dont even want to hang out with anyone. my mom told me i could have people over here tomorrow or go to the mall or something, but since i was so mean to her i dont even want to because i was too disrespectful to someone who doesnt need to take that from her son. i really need to shape up. i just wish i knew why im so depressed now. i dont think its because i couldnt go to his house, i think i have another idea, but its really dumb so im not gonna say what it is. it might be from the snow too. i dont know. i was doing so good for the past couple weeks until tonight. whatever i dont know. i just dont want to hurt anyone else.

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 05:21:28 GMT

am i the only person that hates it when theres absolutely nothing to eat in their house? wow i commented alot today.

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 00:42:44 GMT

everyone add sam to their friends list. her user name is "littleraindrops"

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:12:18 GMT

man in stupid...i forgot to tell you. ms h asked me to be a dreamer in secret garden. im so excited. well i just wanted to let you know. im going out to lunch with annie so if you wanna talk to me call my cell. im dancing at shanahan's tonight at 9 so call me if you wanna come. i could use the company!!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 16:39:01 GMT

so i woke up at 10:30 today because i couldn't sleep any longer, and when i woke up i was home alone and i felt really good, so i took a mile and a half run. my legs feel like their going to fall off because i haven't run in forever.

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 05:44:01 GMT

so i forgot to say in my last entry some important stuff about worlds. so there was this big competition over in ireland last week, and we couldnt find the results anywhere online. my mom found them tonight while i was at rachel's, so she called me and we come to find that the kid who always wins everything got 2nd to a kid that i've beaten before. you have no idea how excited i am right now. i could be the best in the world. if i go and win, my life will be complete, lol. right now thats all i want to do: WIN THE WORLDS. who wouldnt want to be the best in the world for something they love to do. i used to believe that this kid was unbeatable, but now that i know that he can be beaten, and to a kid that ive beaten before, makes me feel so good inside that i have a good chance at winning this. i dont want to sound conceded, its just that its what i want the most. my dance teacher told me that im dancing the best right now that i have in a long time, so that me feel even better because now i know i should do good if i keep working. im not gonna let anything go to my head, i just want it so bad. god it seems like such a long time, but it really isnt. thats four weeks to get the best that i possibly can, and hopefully make everything come together and achieve my life-long goal. 29 DAYS!!!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 04:54:05 GMT

so i just got home from rachel's and it was really fun, except for one incedent that happened near the end. im becoming such good friends with everyone and it just feels good to know that i finally have a group of high-school friends that i can hang out with on a regular basis because i could never do that before, and know i know that i can.

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 22:33:27 GMT

so today was all around a good day, nothing went wrong, so that was good. then i called annie and we decided to meet at 6 mile and come back to my house, than her dad called and he was pissed because my parents werent home. whatever...what can you do. im so indecisive about so much. i really need to talk to someone about "you know what." so if someone who knows the situation ::cough cough:: matt ::cough cough::

today was fun

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 02:27:24 GMT

so i woke up today and came down to the computer to see if i was still online and i wasnt, and i realized that over half the desktop items were gone, including my music and picture file and that sucked because that stuff takes forever to do, but than i found it when i came home from schoo. school was fun today. first hour was good because i got good food from meghan, second hour was okay...we worked on the study guide the whole hour, third hour we had an asembely and i felt really bad for that guy, fourth hour was okay we did nothing special, fifth hour was good because i like math, and sixth hour always rocks. i really didnt want to do that study guide alone and neither did dan, so he came over and we worked on it and we hung out and it was alot of fun. its been a long time since ive done that with another guy, and i had a really good time. im usually hanging out with girls, but it wa a nice change considering i havent done it since like 6th grade. dan we'll have to hang out more. anyways, im out because im really tired so im gonna go to bed early tonight (which i probably wont...theres just nothing else to say)