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once again, i got a new lj. my new username is...."nitro975" and thats also my sn and my email @aol.com. so add me, because i added everyone who was on my old friends list
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[02 Mar 2005|11:16pm] |
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i got a new lj. my new username is...."nitro975" and thats also my sn and my email @aol.com. so add me, because i added everyone who was on my old friends list
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[02 Mar 2005|06:29am] |
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so i woke up a little early today, so i have a little extra time. i just wanted to say how upset i am because i dont have choralation today. i wish i had it every half day :-(
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[01 Mar 2005|04:56pm] |
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so i woke up today and went downstairs and my dad told me to go back to bed, and i was like sweet, but at the same time i was like shit. im so happy we had no school today, but no dance tonight sucks considering i leave in less than 3 weeks. so i have no dance tonight. awesome. i slept in till 1 today. then i woke up and blew all the snow and had to shovel the driveway because the plow got a ton of snow at the bottom of it, and now my arms are sore and i have blisters on my hands. im so tired of all this. i spent so much time outside doing all that, and no one in my family thanks me for it. you know i have things to do, too, but i do this because its more important. when i have kids when i get older, im gonna be really nice to um and ill thank them alot for doing stuff like that. my mom came home from work and she didnt say anything, danny didnt say anything, and neither did caitlin even though she was on my case about the whole thing. whatever i dont even care. im going to go lay down or something because im lazy like that.
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[01 Mar 2005|03:33pm] |
 | You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.
Peter Pan | | 69% | Sleeping Beauty | | 63% | Goofy | | 63% | Donald Duck | | 56% | Cinderella | | 56% | The Beast | | 56% | Pinocchio | | 44% | Ariel | | 44% | Snow White | | 44% | Cruella De Ville | | 25% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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[27 Feb 2005|11:31pm] |
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today was an awesome day. i woke up and went to church, which i havent done in like 3 weeks. then i came home and dan came over and we did bio and went to subway. then i had class tonight and it last for 3 1/2 hours, which is way too long for me. i just wanted to leave. it was a pretty hard class, too. but its over. this weekend was long and tiring and fun i have school tomorrow and im not gonna be home until like 745 tomorrow night because i have rehersals from after school till 730. im taking a shower and going to bed now.
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[27 Feb 2005|12:10am] |
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so last night and today were so much fun. i went to my fundraiser and we made like 3400 dollars. thats so awesome. almost 600 a kid. so thats a total plus. than today i went to rehersal at 1030 and let me tell you, that was fun. then i came home and went to annie's little sister's birthday party and it was a blast. i would kill to go to that place again. then i came home, and dan and jessica came to my show tonight, then we got home at like 10 so they stayed for a little bit then dan drove jessica home, then came back and we just hung out here. then he left and i discover audrey and annie are pissed at me for stupid stuff, so w/e. im just gonna go now because im tired and i want to talk to people. i need to call rachel, too.
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[24 Feb 2005|10:32pm] |
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so i just got done with my outline for ms rod and i realized that i am the biggest freak i've ever met, lol. i like to write papers and i love geometry. none of my friends like that stuff and they all think im wierd, too.
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[24 Feb 2005|09:41pm] |
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so i just got home from class, and my legs feel like their going to fall off. one of my dances id awesome, but the other two need work. i figured out today that i have from 9-12 classes left before i go to ireland....thats not alot of time at all. im so excited about this trip though. its going to be so much fun. i seriously cant wait for it any longer. i really need to get away, and this will be the perfect opertunity. for once im not taking a trip just for dance. were gonna be in ireland for 4 days, but then were going to amsterdam, belguim, and luxemburg for 2 days. we have all of friday to do whatever we want. i really wanna go to paris, but my dad says its too far. its only like 2 1/2 hours away, come on! lol. today was a good day. i found out i have 103.1% in geometry, so im really excited about that, i had my first dreamer's rehersal and that was fun, and class was good tonight. i didnt really talk to alot of people today, though, which is kinda sad, but i talk to them every other day. im so scared that my english grade is going to be low, because i didnt do a poster that was due, and she told us no one could turn it in late, so i didnt even bother asking if i could, because i know she would have said no. it was due tuesday, but i thought it was due wednesday, and aparently she told us, so she would have yelled at me if i asked her if i could turn it in. i think i did really good on the paper we did though, and ive done evry journal. i think im missing like 30 points. thats bad. im gonna have to get some extra credit, and keep my grades up in that class. i have a b- in bio, but thats okay because i can easily bring it up to a b. i have a b- in history too. tomorrow im going to school first and second hour, because im gonna be on the news. omg tomorrow is gonna suck so much. im gonna be in school for 2 hours, going to be on channel 7, possibly channel 4 i dont know, and then i have the fundraiser, and thats from 7-12. omg tomorrow is going to be a long day, so i need to do my homework and get some sleep. im out.
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[23 Feb 2005|09:39pm] |
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im officially pissed off right now. the fundraiser os on friday night, and rachel, sam, and jessica said they were going to come for sure and they wouldnt back out. well sam cant go because she has to do lights for the bad seed, and now jessica is going to see bad seed with dan, and rachel isnt going to want to go by herself. im so mad right now. then i try to help 3 people online, and they completely blow me off and act like im stupid. fuck them. im so pissed off right now. the whole thing makes me so mad, because im constantly there for people all the time, and when i ask them to do one thing, they completely take cant. its like they completely take advantage of me. so im not going to be there for anyone anymore, unless i know that you are a true friend of mine. im going to read then going to bed.
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[22 Feb 2005|05:55pm] |
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im so depressed right now its not even funny. i seriously dont even want to go to school ever again and i never want to see any of my friends again. actually i do, but just not right now. today was such a bad day. i feel like im losing all my friends. look...i want who has me on their friend's list to answer me honestly, because i really want to know. dont try to make me feel better, just please be honest. on a scale from 1-10, 1 being hating me and 10 being loving me like im their best friend ever and couldnt live without me, i want pople to comment and tell me what i am on the scale in their opinion. i dont care if you say im a 1 or a 10....i just want to know how people think of me right now, because im really tempted to change myself, but i dont know how other people will think of it. your not gonna hurt me if you give me a low score i just really NEED to know. PLEASE BE HONEST!!!!!
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[21 Feb 2005|10:45pm] |
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so today was fun. jessica, dan, brittney, and matt came over and we went sledding, although it was alot more snowball fighting than sledding, but it was still fun. then we came back and we watched "saw" and i mean, it was okay. but the whole day over all was alot better then i thought it was gonna be last night. but the only bad thing is is that now i have an english project to do tomorrow, a biology study guide, all the other homework i get, rehersal after school, and dance. wow tomorrows gonna be fun.
i feel so guilty about what i did, and i honestly think that was eating away at me for so long, and im finally letting out how i feel about it. thats now how i want my life to be, so its not gonna be like that. this is my life and im living it the way i want. im going to bed and praying. cya.
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[20 Feb 2005|09:54pm] |
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i dont know whats wrong with me. i wanted to go to dan's tonight, but my mom said no and could see where she was coming from, but i just cant stop crying and i dont even know why. ive been breaking down non-stop for the past 2 hours. i dont know whats wrong with me. i think the whole thing is jelousy. its making me take all my frustraions out on people i dont mean to hurt. i completely yelled at my mom tonight after she was saying how she was gonna make it up to me since i couldnt go to his house. i yelled at her so much and she doesnt need that. i feel like such an ass right now. i seriously think i should go get checked because my mood swings have been so off lately and i just dont feel like im the same person anymore. i feel so guilty and really jelous right now. i dont know what to do with myself and i dont even want to hang out with anyone. my mom told me i could have people over here tomorrow or go to the mall or something, but since i was so mean to her i dont even want to because i was too disrespectful to someone who doesnt need to take that from her son. i really need to shape up. i just wish i knew why im so depressed now. i dont think its because i couldnt go to his house, i think i have another idea, but its really dumb so im not gonna say what it is. it might be from the snow too. i dont know. i was doing so good for the past couple weeks until tonight. whatever i dont know. i just dont want to hurt anyone else.
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[20 Feb 2005|12:30am] |
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am i the only person that hates it when theres absolutely nothing to eat in their house? wow i commented alot today.
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[19 Feb 2005|07:52pm] |
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everyone add sam to their friends list. her user name is "littleraindrops"
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[19 Feb 2005|01:21pm] |
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man in stupid...i forgot to tell you. ms h asked me to be a dreamer in secret garden. im so excited. well i just wanted to let you know. im going out to lunch with annie so if you wanna talk to me call my cell. im dancing at shanahan's tonight at 9 so call me if you wanna come. i could use the company!!
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